Yesterday. 80m/h. Wide open windows. Listening Beyond loud. Exit 23 to Exit 50 to Exit 19. Cut, cut, cut! "Shanghai Juicy meat bun". Sake and movie! Cool!

There are a lot of thoughts in my mind before and after Sunday service. In my experience, I can't agree of the idea: If you obey the Lord, follow Him and be a good testimony, then, your relationship with your family will be blessed.

In my case, the time I devoted the most, the conflict was the most frustrating. Did my family and relationship with them be blessed? Yes, but not at that time. He blessed my family not because I was acting as a good christian. He bless me when I was giving up. He does things in His time. Did my prayer change anything? I don't really think so...so far. The only change is me. He talked to me. That's all.

Just wanna be alone, recently.

I used to say "I won't fall for any girl". I am, again. It is easy to close my heart than open. Hm! Becoming colder again....to anyone.

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Oh...will see. I thought I will get a lower score.

Back la.....I tried to post an entry yesterday, but.....problem with xanga page......

Anyway, I really enjoy the concert!

"Everyone need music, no matter you realize it or not.....I am music man (not musician). I can not live without music......If our songs can encourage people....if our messages affect people in good ways...it is because of you, we can go this far....We will never let you down....Our music will continue."

Let me court....hadn't slept for 40 hours...exactly....meeting and dinner.....drove 85 miles for the whole day.

Oh...I forgot to mention I got a new car....and hopefully, the new owner of my old one will drive safe. Kinda of worry.........about the passengers, hahhaha!

Going to Beyond's concert....but, why I have to go to Chinatown to get the bus tickets in this very hour? I have to tell my client (is my friend, too) I am not available...but I can't just tell them the truth.....It is not really a big deal....just frustrating....

Everything...not good. I have to spend more time with Jesus before doing anything.

Brotherhood is enough for me at this point. Hhahaahaa.......stupid men union.

Why do man and woman blame each other? Neither of them want to be that way.....

Woke up early again....means...back to normal? Weird dream...means I am insecure. Aiye! Work is frustrating. Relationships are headaches. Schedule is overlapping.......and new car is coming....means bills are coming.......