My poor slime.....had red left eye...just as my left eye was in pain.....

Finally...I cleaned the red and trying to make it dry...look like it was doing hair treatment.

I feel better now...so don't worry about me.

My left eye hurt...

It started to feel pain this afternoon...I slept for two hours, but it still pain.

Well, I went out anyway.

I had a dinner with a friend...but I couldn't watch movie....

We talked a bit...and it was nice.

Actually, I shouldn't drive at all...so tired now.

I am crazy about her...more and more...when I discover more about her.

http://www.avrillavigne.com/

p.s. don't block the pop up and hear her songs.

I just read my school letter and found out...I have one assignment already...

First, I gotta find the textbook and buy all the materials I need, though.

Haha....a little bit of nervous and exciting already!

I got too many tasks to follow.....each one required me to devote years on.....

Focus and devote on one task are the most crucial elements for me now.

Let me...finish up my compositions...then, just leave it...until I am ready.

This few years will be my milestone.

I will go through a lot of changes.

And, I feel I will determine my companionship in this period of time.

Then, I will settle for my whole life...either get marry or stay single.....

If I stay single...I hope I will have one or two closest friends.

However, I think I may leave this place...and go for my journey....my photojournalism.

If I am in a stable relationship...and I really love her so much...I will do anything.

These are just my feelings...I don't know what is God's will.

Future may turn out to be...none of the above...or all of the above.

Where are you now?

I am looking for you for so long.

Are you lost?

Or...the lost one is really myself?

I know I need to be..., but I can't

I just can't.

Hahaa....I am thinking of something new again....

Here I go again.

Rearranging my schedules and priorities.

Work hard, learn hard and play hard.

I am still so immature.

Future life.

                  leads only disappointment.

          is always cruel.

Is it true?

Today, I had a reunion with an old friend.

I found we both changed.

The responses are still the same.

The tones are different.

When we spent more time together, I find my friend is still the same...

Appearance changes, voice changes, but deep inside....doesn't change.

The atmosphere...the feeling...the security are still the same.

I got cold...so tired...work, shop, worry, talk and finally rest in peace.

Jesus is wonderful!!!

He really leads me step by step!!!

Thank God that He put His hand on my shoulders and hugged me.

I haven't experienced this for a long time.

Now, I know what to do and I can face the challenges with Him, not by other ways.

Glorious deeds.