Finally...I got the long waited answer...at least good for now.

Finally...I got my hair cut.....

I am sorry, if you can't stand the faces of mine...

One year was passed...I thought of going back to be a "lone-wolf".

But, I didn't...I kept telling myself that I had no time to waste.

Although, I didn't get what I expected, I didn't regret.

Good or bad, right or wrong...they will not matter anymore in memories.

Last week, I met Jacob's family and I took some pics of him!

That was his one year old birthday!

So cute!

I was very emotional on Sunday...and I didn't have enough time to finish all my jobs.

I was so tired...couldn't rest my mind.

Well, I got something anyway...nothing was in vain...

A beautiful life.

Today.

It was interesting to see a reflection of myself.

Tonight.

I was reminded that I have to believe in myself.

I have to cheer up myself.

Tired...not improved...and got sick.

Finally, I got my car back...wanna cry.

I went to Jones Beach right away...only two exit away anyway.

So...I see my ocean again.

Good mood for the beginning of day.

Work...study...and I am totally collapsed now.

While I was walking, a man asked me.

"Do you have a light?"

"No, sorry."

"Sorry. Sorry to bother you."

May be I look too grevous or scary.

Is it the fifth or sixth day?

No matter when I slept...I woke up before 6 am...

I was dying last night...but, I fell asleep around 4 am...woke up...5:40 am...

Everytime I woke...I couldn't fall back to sleep.

Mm...the emotionless feeling is weird...

I dreamt a weird dream in Saturday night.

I received a call from a friend and I saw tornadoes.

Sunday's message amazingly have some relationship with it.

Half hour late for class...but, I still went to McDonald to grab a breakfast.

Care less of everything...but, kinda help me to concentrate on my printing.

Just...wanna have some peaceful time...

Things are still happening...my mom feel sick now...

I took so many pics recently...and this week's assignment is the easiest.

I may join two of my classmates to take pics together tomorrow morning.

Will I reach my goal?

I have to build up my confidence...and fight with the reality.

Slept late...couldn't fall asleep till 6...

Didn't go to school...

An important meeting was successful...

My road is turning and turning...don't know where it will lead me.

Pray for everything...thank God for letting me experience "lost and found" again.

And...thanks.

Hahaha...please take a look of 2006 LF Retreat.

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/meowtim/album?.dir=8d18re2&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/meowtim/my_photos

And this is Yip Yip's farewell.

http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8BaN2TVm0bOOg&notag=1

Enjoy!

Came back from retreat for two days...

It was very funny...and finished so fast...

May be I missed the first half day...

Anyway...thanks God for our safety and fellowship!

Actually, I spent a lot of time to think.

My future, relationships, the cross...

Do I make my own decision?

Am I led by Jesus?

Or, am I pushed by matters around me?

I can't control anything...

The only thing I can do is to be not regretful of my own decisions.

Or, I should say...I don't want to make decisions which I will regret.

Congratulations to both of you!

Our relationships have change through years.

Girl, I am sure God will keep changing your mind as before.

You worried and confused before, and you can see the light now.

Guy, I wish you will be changed for God and by God.

As the wedding I just attended, Pastor said, "Man, means to be a man."

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/meowtim/album?.dir=1a85re2&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/meowtim/my_photos

Happy birthday to you.