January 4, 2007

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  Finally. It is another "old" song that I finalized recently.
  
  I wrote it for other people, but I added some of my feelings, too.
  
  It used to have two versions (positive and negative), but I decided to combine them.
  
  It was mainly because the "negative" version was just too dark.
  
  
  I can't speak now...
  
  I am working alone today...feel better since I don't have to argue with my mom at work.
  
  Yeah...she argued with me even I am sick.
  
  My dad understands the situation and he acts as the "middle man" recently.
  
  I am the only person who can "talk back" to her in the whole family tree.
  
  She never listens to anyone.
  
  
  We talked in front of her friend last week.
  
  When I pointed out her problems, her friend totally agreed with me.
  
  She never knew her problem, it was just because no one can confront her.
  
  If anyone try, she will just argue furiously and force others to give up.
  
  I am the only one she will not leave (at least now), and I am also the one who don't listen to her.
  
  I know I am not doing the "usual Christian" way.
  
  But, doing so will only let her take advantage.
  
  She should start to learn how to respect other people, especially her husband now.
  
  By the way, I really honor the love my dad is giving to my mom.
  
  Even, my mom is not appreciate enough.
  
  I know my mom loves me so much...that's why I can force her to change.
  
  I used to make her happy again after argument, but I haven't done it for a while.
  
  Mm...may be later...
  
  
  

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