February 1, 2007

• Today, I was so frustrated...but, ok now.

  
  

  I just finished my "home-work"...well, overtime.

  
  

  Hopefully, I can settle everything tomorrow...

  
  

   

  
  

  Mom is still noisy as usual.

  
  

  She keeps complaining.

  
  

  Although, she doesn't need to worry nor consider anything.

  
  

  I think she really wants to leave here.

  
  

   

  
  

  Last night, she said she wanted to go back to Beijing and just relax.

  
  

  I didn't say anything and just waved my hand.

  
  

  Then, I told her it is fine...and I don't have to be in New York nor this side of the earth anymore.

  
  

  I told her I was here just because of them.

  
  

  I wanted to go back.

  
  

  I can learn photography elsewhere.

  
  

  I can do business everywhere.

  
  

  After that, she got very excited...and told me what she is going to do in Beijing...

  
  

   

  
  

  I had a thought last week...and I saw it in a comic again.

  
  

  If my purpose of life is to live for "other people", then, is it sad or is it more meaningful?

  
  

  Will I become happier?

  
  

  I am going to be happier, if I don't ever think about myself again.

  
  

  Always try to think about others, but don't need anyone.

  
  

  Don't choose...people.

  
  

  Mm...stop right here...it starts to sound depressing.

  
  

   

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