Ups and down.

Finally. Finally! Finally!!!

Everything is done!

Nothing to worry now...haha...

Weird!



I keep eating endlessly...and I still lose a little bit of weight...



I feel so sorry for some people ....haha...



Summer is coming...so, I should really get back to shape...





Weird!!



I still have weird dreams and I have dreamt about work a lot.



Anyway, none of them were good.





Not weird.



I discussed with my friend about her relationship(s).



At the same time, I reviewed mine in my heart.



Way too poor.



I wonder how will I do...if there's nothing to worry about.



I should treat one right...giving what she deserves, right?

Today, I finally went to DMV...got my car reg, change my address.

A friendly gentleman left me his pen, so I could finish filling my form.

I went to Virgin and knew Avril was there this morning.

I couldn't find out when and which store...so, I missed it.

Before I went to Manhattan, I parked my car in Forest Hills.

I used to miss this place.

So, I used to leave my car there and took subway to Manhattan.

This is the first time in these few months.

I stopped by the Gamestop and I found I was so-not-belong-to-there.

After finished all I need to do in Manhattan, I bought an eel bowl and some salmon onigiri.

Taking lunch in Byrant Park is still an enjoyment.

Then, I read.

I started to really relax and started to feel happy.

Really work on me.

p.s. I remembered my diary...my unwritten diary...I will let it wait a bit longer.

I know...sorry...



I know I should smile more.


Grateful...not grave, like I am always being troubled by problems.

Man~~~a cop told me the inside story about the Virginia incident...

He said everybodies felt so sad about it...


Too many guns for bastards...

What am I doing?

I keep leaving this and that...

Come on!

It've been a few days!!!

I finally realized.

What's next?

How can I make it?

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Tuesday.



I found help to do the job for me, so, I can finally enjoy my evening.



I drove toward Manhattan in the evening.



The sunset was so beautiful.



I asked myself I hadn't watched it for how long.



I actually missed my exit to BQE....but, I turned back around Greenpoint.



When I arrived, I found one parking space easily.



I walked around the Union Square to find the theatre.



I was going to watch "Vineland", a new musical of Casillero del Diablo (Chilean wine maker).



While I was waiting for my friend, I found Manhattan was so different.



More beautiful people...more styles...more girls check me out...



(haha...I haven't dressed myself up appropriately for quite a while....)



Mm...remember, I used to go there at least three times a week...


I enjoyed it.



Now, I try to enjoy my life...my new life.




After the show, we ate...oh, almost forgot!



Because, it was from the wine maker, they served wine before and after the show...haha...



I finally really relaxed myself...

Tomorrow will never be easy, so let me enjoy....

Finally, I told you...

You are surely become better.

You are starting to become a true strong person.