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Oh...I should say it earlier...

I am amazed by what Jesus planned for me.

The past was for today...today is for tomorrow.

God is not far away...up high in the sky...

The most I can do is like Abraham...to obey.

I won't ask for miracle or anything else.

I just try to walk with Him, close to Him.

All will pass, all the thing we do; even missions, spiritual events...

Face to face, how will it be? No more "pray"?

"I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me...." John 10:14

 

I talked with my mom every night recently.

We mostly discuss about business, investment...

A few days ago, I gave my mom some idea.

Then, I asked if dad were like me, would she be satisfied?

She said it is all she ask for and she was amazed to see how different I am.

I said, "Well, at least, I am 50% of him. I think conservatively like him. I also take risk. So, I make better decision than both of you."

We don't argue whenever we talk about business.

Tonight, she told me more details on how we moved to Hong Kong.

And, How she started to invest.

She said however, she can finally enjoy her life now.

Even, she used to have five times of what she has now.

Even, she owned a few companies.

It was fun, but very frustrated, too.

 

 

Ha...just met my uncle, my parents' old friend.

He had become a billionaire.

The meeting triggered my mom's memories.

She was the one who taught him to invest, but our family doesn't have as much now.

She is still calm.

I remind her...it is just a beginning for us...

 

Dream...

 

How long have I not asking what I can do for God?

 

Not good enough...really.

 

So pathetic.

 

 

 

I think I can endure more...I need to experience more hardship.

I am not yet "unshakable".

Be better, be better.

I keep reminding myself.

For what?

Just myself.

 

Oh...btw, I didn't really drink the wine.



I tasted it, but I didn't swallow, just what a professional should do!


You ask me where did the wine go?



All went to white plastic buckets on each table.

I don't think people want to get drunk there....publicly, in this kind of occasion.

 

Just great...May 9th...got lost and got traffic tickets...

I tasted over 20 wines, though...

It was a spring wine tasting...in the east...half way to Montauk.

I finally find a wine that I like the most so far....but, over $60 a bottle...

I think I will go to the next tasting to have more...haha...

 

It doesn't help.

Work does.

Mm...good deal.

Work hard, get pay, being recognized.

 

Father, I will do better to show Christian is different, even alone.

 

 

Thanks...

Although...really funny...haha...

I think no one waited for me in front of my house...ever.

I waited, too...haha...

 

Thanks...

I really wanted to message you back ga...

I wanted to say, "you are so sweet! Thank you!"

I still think it is not too late to say it.

 

Thanks...

I didn't really expect...but, it is not surprise, because it is you.

It is a good gift...you know I want to listen your voice.

 

Thanks...

It is really a surprise! Haha...I hope we can have more fun together...

 

Thanks...

My friend.

 

Thanks...

I really learn a lesson. 

Sorry, really.

 

Didn't want to sleep before...now, I can't sleep...

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