Month: September 2007

  • Keep hearing this song...

    ...keep thinking about how the boy doesn't let go...and how he didn't face his feelings...


    I feel lucky for not having his experience, because I might lose my will to live.


    Living would be a torture everyday...and I might just went away from myself, too.


    But, deep down I envy him...


    Let's stop here.


    p.s. check out my xanga page recently.


     


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  • I can't image this song from the cover of the album, but it is good...


     


    Fergie


    Finally


    Mm~~~


    Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
    Cinderella theme
    Crazy as it seems
    Always knew that deep inside that there would come a day 
    But I would have to wait
    Make so many mistakes
    I could'nt comprehend
    As I watched it unfold
    This classic story told I left it in the cold
    Walking through an open door that led me back to you
    Each one unlocking more of the truth

    I finally stopped tripping on my youth
    I finally got lost inside of you
    I finally know that I needed to grow
    And finally my mate has met my soul
    [chorus]
    Finally
    Now my destiny can begin
    Though we will have our differences
    Something strange and new is happening
    Finally
    Now my life doesn't seem so bad
    Its the best that I've ever had
    Give my love to him finally

    Mm~~~

    I remember the beggining you already knew
    I acted like a fool
    Just trying to be cool
    Fronting like it didn't matter
    I just ran away 
    And on another phase
    Was lost in my own space
    Found what its like to hurt selfishly
    Scared to give of me
    Afraid to just believe
    I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
    Stumbled through the mess that I have made

    Finally got out of my own way
    I've Finally started living for today
    I finally know that I needed to grow
    And finally my mate has met my soul

    [chorus]
    Finally
    Now my destiny can begin
    Though we will have a different set
    Something strange and new is happening
    Finally
    Now my life doesn't seem so bad
    It's the best that I've ever had
    Gave my love to him Finally

    Mm~~~

    Finally, Finally

    Finally
    Now my destiny can begin
    Though we will have our differences
    Something beautiful is happening, happening
    Finally
    Now my life doesn't seem so bad

    Its the best that I've ever had
    Give my love to him finally

    Ohhhhhhh, Finally, Finally, Finally


    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3G79mUFrkA

  • It is a Sunday's entry...trust me.

    I feel so good today.

    My vacation turned out to be stressful ever.

    I couldn't figure out ride for my parents.

    So, I had to go back to store at Friday night.

    I took my time and planned to prepare the trip in the evening.

    My friend suddenly called me and told me he was in NY.

    We figured Friday night will be the best time to meet up.

    So, we had dinner in Morton's with another friend.

    I picked the wine...haha...of course.

    It was "White Horse Central Coast Pinot Noir 2005"

    I picked this one because I assume they don't drink dry wine and this is a fair choice for a table wine.

    The NY friend said she wanted to introduce a friend to me...haha...why not?

    So much flirting between the two...haha...so funny.



    Then, I went to Montauk with another friend.

    We only stayed there for five hours.

    So, I gave up my whole plan, but I fulfilled my promise.

    I got pointed out my problem.

    I couldn't obey.

    I does not totally rebel.

    I just don't like it and I don't believe His way is the best for me by what the world show  me.

    I just kept quiet since I am only a man, a fresh that will perish soon.


    My mom woke up late and decided to skip church today.

    However, my dad insists to come with me.

    I suddenly realized,

    "Hey, He is still working slowly in your family.

    Didn't you think this job was what He wanted you to do for your family?

    Didn't you think He is the providing God?

    Didn't He showed what He wants you to do in your job?

    Why lost your faith because of people, because of His timing?

    Even though, "good-Christians" question your faith.

    In the good side, you have nothing to be proud of religously."



    I told most people I gave up on her.

    When I told my close friends I still thought about her, they told me to move on.

    When I said I was responsible, too, they told me don't be silly.

    When they told me to go for another girl, I said "yea...of course!", then I keep making excuses, like I am so picky.

    I used so many reasons to convince myself, "they are right."

    I still want to believe she is who she said to be.

    Not the she people said or I felt.

    I guess she didn't hurt me enough to kill it.


  • Healthy, happy and life!


    I went to Central Park for a tasting two days ago


    I dressed up and yea...thanks for checking me out, ladies


    (Especially, the one got caught by her boyfriend )


     


    This is the day 2 of morning exercise


    Feel so good


     


    Yesterday, I tasted couple Italian wine again.


    Man~~~it is fun to work with lively-middle-aged-Italian-expert of Italy and their wines.


    Ar~~~make me desire Sicily even more~~


    Had so much fun in the job


    Drink good, eat good, work good and sleep good!



    For the lost previous entry, I should make it short and in English.


    After I heard the song "Friend No. 2" days ago, I figured I should do some changes.


    I shouldn't have cared about whom she was seeing or just hanging out.


    When my friend said I acted just like the song, I shouldn't hide my feeling by this coincidence. (although unintentionally...)


    I should understand my own feelings and be honest to myself and others.


    I shouldn't have so many close-female-friends.

    It is nice to be there all the time, because of friendship.

    However, let someone else do their job.

    Let their girlfriends and appeared or not Mr. Right share their feelings.

    I should focus on the one I choose to be with.

    I just want to make the line between friend and girlfriend thicker.



    I am going to have my vacation this weekend...er...no matter what.

    I will stay a night...enjoy a breakfast next to the harbor.

    Then may be some horse riding...fishing...hiking...exploring or just lay back and write.



  • Damn!!!!!


    I typed the whole page and XANGA had problem and I lost them all!!!


    Two hours, man!!!



  • It is finally coming...

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    ...I understand more...


     


    It is "impressive".


     


    Trust.