February 23, 2008

  • Tearing eye...

    Left eye...so painful.


    Tears keep dropping from it.


    Does it want to make up the tears that I hid?


    Just pretend to be "sensative", haha~!


     


    But, it is worse than ever...


    I should care more about myself.


    I don't care enough...


    I hadn't wanted myself to eat less, because I don't want to feel like depression... 


    So, I keep eating a lot.


    I keep doing "whatever" to myself, while I am saying "I should do this and that".


    That's not good.


    I am not good enough.


     


    In the good side, I start to care about people a little bit more...