Thanks for the sunset!
I asked myself why I had that kinda feeling this morning.
I told myself to be more happy.
A customer said to me, "...it is good to see you smile...".
I know I get so irritated by the pressure I have.
I will smile more....and be really more happy....when I can casually tease about these kinda jokes this life offer.
So great! Just heard another joke after I came back from work.
Yesterday...couldn't connect to xanga...so, skip what I wanted to post.
I asked myself one question this morning.
My answer is "NO".
What I think and do should be different.
I should be more functional.
Really.
How much I love?
How deep I love?
How much time I spend?
Yesterday, I watch F4...not bad.
Before that, I met a friend and we talked for a minute.
I found it in the eyes.
I was surprised and became wordless....and we said goodbye.
Today's song
Belle and Sebastian
Get me away from here, I'm dying
ooh! get me away from here i'm dying
Play me a song to set me free
Nobody writes them like they used to
So it may as well be me
Here on my own now after hours
Here on my own now on a bus
Think of it this way
You could either be successful or be us
With our winning smiles, and us
With our catchy tunes and words
Now we're photogenic
You know, we don't stand a chance
Oh, i'll settle down with some old story
About a boy who's just like me
Thought there was love in everything and everyone
You're so naive!
They always reach a sorry ending
They always get it in the end
Still it was worth it as i turned the pages solemnly, and then
With a winning smile, the poor boy
With naivety succeeds
At the final moment, i cried
I always cry at endings
Oh, that wasn't what i meant to say at all
From where i'm sitting, rain
Falling against the lonely tenement
Has set my mind to wander
Into the windows of my lovers
They never know unless i write
"this is no declaration, i just thought i'd let you know goodbye"
Said the hero in the story
"it is mightier than swords
I could kill you sure
But i could only make you cry with these words"
Dreams...
I went in an apartment and I said I finally got this Victoria Harbor view back!
Then, I saw a big ship coming.
The waves were high and I got my bag from the ship.
Then, I met some people...weird.
At last, my guardian angle (???), told me he/she was tired...so on.
Today, I am really tired...too many little things...
Yesterday, I finally asked myself how long will I stay in this job.
Three years? Ten years?
Weirdest...I saw Catherine on TV...
Oh...I should say it earlier...
I am amazed by what Jesus planned for me.
The past was for today...today is for tomorrow.
God is not far away...up high in the sky...
The most I can do is like Abraham...to obey.
I won't ask for miracle or anything else.
I just try to walk with Him, close to Him.
All will pass, all the thing we do; even missions, spiritual events...
Face to face, how will it be? No more "pray"?
"I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me...." John 10:14
I talked with my mom every night recently.
We mostly discuss about business, investment...
A few days ago, I gave my mom some idea.
Then, I asked if dad were like me, would she be satisfied?
She said it is all she ask for and she was amazed to see how different I am.
I said, "Well, at least, I am 50% of him. I think conservatively like him. I also take risk. So, I make better decision than both of you."
We don't argue whenever we talk about business.
Tonight, she told me more details on how we moved to Hong Kong.
And, How she started to invest.
She said however, she can finally enjoy her life now.
Even, she used to have five times of what she has now.
Even, she owned a few companies.
It was fun, but very frustrated, too.
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