It was too late to step outside...

I missed the rain while I was having dinner.

When I went out, the rain was almost gone.

I wanted to take a walk in the rain.

 

My eye...I think I will see the doc before it go blind.

 

Hurt.

Don't hurt.

Keep trying.

Stay away.

Who knows.

Can't assume.

 

If you are lost and loneliness has found you.

The world doesn't understand.

The close one even brings more heartaches.

Don't give up.

There's still people you can trust.

There's still people need your help.

There's still love.

Pathetic is human...so limited...so imperfect...that cause pain.

But, pain can be good...

People can also change the world around them...by little or extraordinary deeds.

 

Grandma broke her hip in pieces...cancer...no treatment can be done.



I told my mom it is okay to go back.



I can take care the business and family here.



My sister is going to apply for her green card soon.



So, don't worry.





My concern is my grandma's religion...





I hadn't known how to react when a relative was in trouble, since I was a kid.



Since, I have never lived with them...not even seen them..."relatives" is more a concept to me.



My parents said my grandparents love me very much.



I usually reply, "Mm."



They suppose to be my closest people...my fresh and blood.



But, I found it hard for me to relate.



My grandpa used to live in Hong Kong...so, I remember him clearly, though.



I was very upset when he was leaving.





This time, I don't know about myself, but I don't want my mom has any regret.

(Baby, I love you...)


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End up...I had fever since yesterday...but, I didn't notice.

No wonder so tired...

But, I still call, right?

 

 

So annoying! Those teenagers...keep bothering me while I was working.

 

So tired! Work overtime...and more after work to do list...

 

So stupid! Even, I had the things above, I still wanted to go somewhere.

It was so stupid that I had to convince myself to go home instead.

 

 

Baby~~~X 2!

 

My mom told me some little stories about my sister's childhood...

It made me found out something about myself.

I was and I am so being myself...no matter how my environment change.

I doesn't need much of attention.

My pride doesn't come from the world.

 

 

So tired...physically...non-stop-workload.

So tired...emotionally...non-sense-customers...

 

Mm...do people really start to introduce girls to me?

Haha...don't have time...

Even I have time, I don't have my mind...so, don't even talk about my heart and soul...

Anyway, it is good that people think I am "marryable"...

 

Thanks...I am fine...and will be better.

 

 

Some may not like it...but, I like the storms...

 

 

Thanks for what I have been through...

Thanks. Finally, I can say it from my heart.

 

 

Thanks for the prayer time.